I have sat here for a good hour reading your journal heidi and i have shed a few tears for you, Angus will never be forgotten. i wish i had met him, i can remmber when u told me you where pregnant it was early days and it was the biggest secret i have ever kept. i am so sorry this has happened to you both and heidi you are a mummy and always will be and you will never be though of in anyother way xx love to you both xx